Prayers
for a SAINT
Text ?003 Roger E. Moore
(roger70129@aol.com)
Daria and associated
characters are ?003 MTV Networks
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Synopsis: Amy Barksdale takes her
favorite niece out to celebrate the publication of a Melody Powers story.
Another story follows.
Author抯
Notes: This
mini-technothriller was written in response to Thea Zara抯 PPMB contest for
writing a fanfic story in which someone discovers Daria Morgendorffer抯 揗elody
Powers?stories, producing peculiar aftereffects. The tale grew in the telling
until it was too big to post on PPMB, however. Much of this story is based on
research notes I had generated for an unpublished technothriller novel
unrelated to 揇aria.?
Acknowledgements: My thanks go out to Thea
Zara for her contest, and to my beta-readers (in something like alphabetical
order): Ace Trax, Brother Grimace, Crusading Saint, Dennis, Deref, Galen
揕awndale Stalker?Hardesty, RedlegRick, Robert Nowall, Ruthless Bunny, Steven
Galloway, (again) Thea Zara, THM727, and Wyvern337. Further acknowledgments are
at the story抯 end.
Macbeth: How now, you secret, black,
and midnight hags! What is 抰 you do?
Three
Witches: A
deed without a name.
牋牋牋牋牋牋牋牋牋牋牋?牋牋牋牋牋?梂illiam Shakespeare, Macbeth, Act IV, Scene I
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy Barksdale flipped through the
digest-sized pulp magazine until she got to the novelette that had brought her
to Boston. She sighed as she looked at the artwork of the determined-looking
female astronaut, opposite the story抯 title page and the author抯 byline: By
Daria Morgendorffer.
牋牋牋牋牋?揝o, my favorite niece finally got published,?she said, 揳nd boy, did you ever! How in the world did you come up with this story??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria felt a thrill run through her down to her toes. The favorite niece and her favorite aunt had a private booth at the best seafood restaurant in Boston, a fine-dining establishment far above Daria抯 college-freshman budget. 揑t抯 been floating around in my head for a long time,?she said. 揑 wanted to do a spy-in-space story, something better than that movie Moonraker, and it sort of . . . um . . .?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揃lasted off,?Amy finished. She laid the digest on the table before her. 揧ou won抰 believe this, but I actually buy this magazine, Cold War & Hot Lead. It has excellent espionage fiction. I read it at work when things are slow. It抯 great fun.?She shook her head slowly. 揑t抯 just incredible to see your name in here梐nd your story even got the cover art! An excellent painting, too, professionally speaking.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria抯 face radiated delight. 揗y friend Jane Lane, the one who goes to the fine arts school here梥he did the painting and all the interiors. My editor said authors never get any say over the art, but the magazine抯 art director saw Jane抯 sketches, and he梬ell, blasted off.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy抯 eyes widened. 揓ane did this? That抯 wonderful! I definitely have to meet her while I抦 in town. It抯 perfect for this great story you did. It has lots of action, and the characters are excellent, too. It really made me think. I read it the second I got it home from the bookstore. I was just in paradise and had to fly out to tell you.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria抯 cheeks turned red. 揟hank you.?She hesitated before adding, 揟hat means a lot to me, Aunt Amy.?/p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揧ou抮e welcome.?Amy tapped the magazine with a forefinger, unable to keep from smiling. 揑 notice that Melody Powers has a spy sister named Harmony, a spy best friend who抯 an artist, and a . . . spy aunt.?Amy gave Daria a sidelong look, one eyebrow raised. 揂nnie Blackdale??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria抯 blush deepened, but she couldn抰 help a smile, either. 揑t抯 just a name.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揑 see梐nd Godiva is just a chocolate. Any particular reason you gave Melody a spy aunt??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揑, um, sort of wanted to share the glory.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy snorted. 揧ou spread glory around like manure on a farm. Well, at least you didn抰 call her aunt Helen or Rita. I should be grateful.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揑 was thinking about giving Annie her own spin-off series, if Melody Powers catches on.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy rolled her eyes. 揝ome people抯 kids,?she murmured. 揙kay, I have to know all the dirty details. Pretend I抦 really, really smart and not just a dull boring art appraiser. How did you come up with the plot and all of these . . . spaceships? Did you make them all up??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揥ell, the Mjolnir is kind of made up. It抯 based on an old space-glider project the Air Force had, called Dyna-Soar. It抯 not spelled like 慸inosaur,?it抯 spelled . . . well, forget it. Anyway, I assumed that there was an actual, completely built Dyna-Soar spacecraft left over from the 1960s, in storage somewhere, and Melody抯 aunt, Annie, used it when she attacked the Soviet battle station at the start of the tale.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揢h-huh. Where抎 you get the name 慚jolnir??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揟hat抯 the hammer of Thor, from Norse mythology. It was the weapon Thor used to kill the Midgard serpent during the final battle between the good gods and evil gods.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揜agnarok.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揧eah,?said Daria, then she stopped
and stared at her aunt, her mouth open.
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy managed to look offended. 揑
read, too, you know,?she said.
牋牋牋牋牋?揙h. Right.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揧ou say that in such a sincere way. Keep talking, my dear favorite niece.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria smirked. 揂nyway, the project that Mjolnir was part of, SAINT, actually existed once. SAINT was an acronym for 憇atellite interceptor.?There was another Air Force project about forty years ago with that name, at the same time as Dyna-Soar was around. The Air Force wanted to build a spacecraft that could shoot down or destroy hostile satellites in earth orbit. Russian satellites, of course.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揟hat抯 amazing.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria hesitated. 揟he rest might be a little boring. It抯 mostly technical and historical stuff.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揟ry me.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揙kay. Um梩he SAINT project got cancelled when some international space treaties came along that banned the use of weaponry in outer space, but SAINT kept appearing and disappearing in different forms over the years. It抯 what we now think of as an ASAT program, ASAT for antisatellite. We shot down one of our own satellites in earth orbit in the 1980s, as a test.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揑 think I heard about that. We used a missile launched from a fighter jet, right??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria gave her aunt another curious look. 揧eah,?she said at last. 揂 missile from an F-15.?She recovered and went on. 揂nyway, the robotic Soviet battle station I wrote about in 慉 Prayer for SAINT X?actually existed, too.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揧ou have to tell me about that one.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揝ure. It was pretty weird. A lot of stuff抯 come out about that satellite, the Polyus. It was a sort of nightmare project, the Soviets?last-ditch response to President Reagan抯 Strategic Defense Initiative.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揟he 慡tar Wars?thing.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揧eah. What happened was, in the early 1980s a bunch of Soviet premiers came and went really fast, old guys who kept dying off right after they gained power. One or two of them were sort of nuts, I think. One of the nutty ones got really upset at Reagan抯 SDI program, and the premier decided to create a way around it, an棓 Daria raised her hands and made quote marks with her fingers 摋慳symmetrical response.?If the Americans could shoot down regular ICBMs, the only solution was to build a battle station that could launch its missiles directly down over the U.S. from orbit. There would be no warning time, and once the station was overhead, the nuclear missiles would hit us in just six minutes instead of a half hour or so for slowpoke ICBMs. SDI would be useless, but we wouldn抰 know that. The Soviets would have the upper hand after all.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揅ouldn抰 SDI have shot the battle station down once it was in orbit, though??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揘ot if we didn抰 know it was a battle station. The Polyus was pretty big, but the Soviets claimed it was an engineering satellite full of test equipment, which was sort of true. The Soviets launched it on the first flight of their largest successful rocket, the Energia, which was as powerful as a Saturn V. This was in May 1987, like in the story.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揌uh. Where抎 you find out about this??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揑 read about the Polyus and the Energia in a science magazine a few years ago. I was really stunned, so I looked up more information about them on the Internet and in some other magazines, because I kept thinking I could do something with the concept in a story. Someone else beat me to it, though. That movie with Clint Eastwood, Space Cowboys, I think was based in part on the Polyus story.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揧ou抮e saying that the Soviets put a real nuclear battle station into orbit in the late 1980s??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揑t didn抰 have any nukes on it. It really was a test vehicle, but it was supposed to try out all the weapons systems and defenses the actual Polyus would have: nuclear missile launcher, ASAT defense cannon, laser reflector, barium-cloud dispenser for use against particle beams, and other stuff. The Russians later said that some of the project抯 technicians screwed up, however. They accidentally fixed the maneuvering rockets on the station to fire incorrectly, so just as soon as the Polyus got to the point where it was ready to go into orbit, its rockets fired in the wrong direction and made the whole satellite fall out of orbit. It reentered and crashed somewhere in the Pacific.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揟he Americans didn抰 really shoot it down, then, like in your story.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揘o. We had no idea the Russians were even doing this. We screwed up, too梟ever had a single clue as to what was up. Military intelligence is such an oxymoron.?br> 牋牋牋牋牋?Amy winced. 揧ou do like to stick it in and twist it, don抰 you??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria grinned. 揥hat do you care? You抮e too smart to be in military intelligence!?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy抯 gaze drifted down to the magazine again. She was quiet for a few moments. 揑抦 very proud of you, Daria,?she finally said. 揧ou can抰 imagine how proud I am.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?When Amy looked over at her niece,
Daria抯 eyes were unusually bright. Daria looked away, embarrassed. She picked
up her cotton napkin and wiped off her glasses with it, dabbing her eyes as
well. She sniffed and put her glasses back on. 揟hank you,?she said, her voice
a little rough.
牋牋牋牋牋?揑抦 sorry your folks couldn抰 be here to celebrate with us. I抦 afraid I didn抰 give much notice, though, flying in on a whim like this.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揑抦 . . . I抦 happy with just the two of us.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揔now what? Me, too. This Melody Powers character of yours is a dynamite chick. Is this your first story about her??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揙h, no. I抳e been writing these for years, since junior high.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揑 was wondering about that. I had the impression you抎 worked a lot with her. It shows in the story.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria just smiled. 揈nough about me. How抯 the art appraisal business??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy took a deep breath and let it out. She stared down at the little plate in front of her, covered with crumbs from her appetizer. 揝ort of boring, actually. Not as much fun as it used to be, even with all the traveling.?She was silent for a moment. 揑 wonder sometimes how life would be different if I抎 taken up another line of work.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揕ike what??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy was quiet again for a few seconds. When she did speak, her voice was very low. 揑 wonder what life would have been like . . . if I had done something odd, like . . . oh, join the CIA or something like it. You know, pretend to be an art appraiser, to keep certain annoying family members out of my life, but in reality be an intelligence analyst.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria grinned. 揕ike cousin Erin抯 husband, before he got canned??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy looked pained. ?i>Thank you for bringing back that special memory. I抎 almost pushed the wedding entirely out of my mind.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揇on抰 be offended, okay? But I can抰 imagine you as a real spy.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy suppressed a little smile and looked away, across the dining room. Her eyes narrowed in thought. 揑 imagine there would be all sorts of people in intelligence work. Some, a small few, do the legwork in other countries, but most of the rest stay home in boring places like the Pentagon or Arlington, looking over satellite photos and recorded messages and news programs, trying to make sense of it all. Everyone抯 looking for the common threads we need to know, to keep us safe. I抳e heard it抯 challenging work, but it can get to be a routine, and you don抰 often hit it big. It can be frightening, too, if you learn certain things. Or so I抳e heard.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揧eah.?Daria looked around their table. 揕ooks like we still have some time before the lobster gets here. Those people in that booth across the room were here before us, and they抳e not been served yet.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揌mmm. So few people are in here, I thought . . . oh, well.?Amy looked down and picked up the magazine again. 揟his was great.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria just smiled.
牋牋牋牋牋?揑抦 not a writer like you,?said Amy softly, 揵ut I wonder how I would do a story like this if I were. A writer, I mean.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揌ow would you do it??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy stared at the magazine抯 cover,
at the winged black spacecraft firing missiles and bullets far above the blue
Earth. The silence drew out.
牋牋牋牋牋?揑f it were up to me,?said Amy slowly, 揳nd I were writing the story, I would have used an old Mercury spacecraft, not a Dyna-Soar.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?The smile on Daria抯 face flickered. Surprise and puzzlement crept in. 揂 Mercury capsule? Like what John Glenn used? Why??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揃ecause there aren抰 any Dyna-Soars around,?said Amy. 揃oeing didn抰 build any. That抯 D-Y-N-A-S-O-A-R, right? For 慸ynamic soaring??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria抯 face went blank. 揢h, yeah, that抯棓
牋牋牋牋牋?揃oeing made a full-scale plywood model of a Dyna-Soar, for show, but that was all. McDonnell Aircraft made twenty Mercuries, though, and four were unused after the program ended. I抎 have picked one of those, one that wasn抰 in the public eye, like capsule number twelve-B out in the Silver Springs warehouses in Maryland. Mercuries each had their own resin heat shields, for reentry after the mission, and they were flight-tested. You could scrounge a few parts from other museum spacecraft, like number seventeen at Wright-Pat and number fifteen in California, but that could be done without a lot of trouble, since the government owns them all. You抎 have to clean it up and add new parts, of course, rewire the electrical system and put in new flight controls, a web couch, a real computer, and a stick control for the pilot, like on the shuttle. The spacecraft would weigh over a ton and a half, but you could do it.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?The look of complete shock on
Daria抯 face deepened. 揂unt Amy??she gasped.
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy chewed her lower lip. 揟rue, it
would help a lot if the project had actually been started in the 1970s,
something the Air Force had cooked up with NASA as an emergency rescue vehicle
for the shuttle, before they realized it wouldn抰 work. You抎 have the crewed part,
then, something halfway prepared with new wiring and circuitry, stuck away in a
hangar at Wright-Pat where people could keep tinkering with it, improving it,
giving it better systems against the day we really needed it.
牋牋牋牋牋?揑f it were up to me,?Amy went on, not looking at Daria, 揑抎 also get a leftover Agena D upper-stage booster with restart capability and add extra fuel tanks, widening it at the top to cover the Mercury抯 heat shield. The Air Force museum at Wright-Pat might have an Agena stuck in storage that the government could quietly requisition. Around the tanks, you could put maybe four heat-seeking Sidewinders with their fins stripped off, with just the rocket nozzles for maneuvering. They抎 need high-energy booster motors, saving the regular motors for closing with the target, but that抯 not a problem. The warheads would use radar-proximity fuses, because in space a cloud of flying debris is better than one warhead for causing damage. I抎 also love to have armored the Mercury, but then it would weigh too much, and debris in space moves too fast to be stopped by anything. A loose bolt would punch through any armor you had. I抎 keep the astronaut in his suit from launch onward, and . . . just wish him luck.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria stared at Amy, hypnotized.
牋牋牋牋牋?揟hat抯 just me, though,?said Amy. 揂nd I wouldn抰 have used a straight-eight Delta to send up the Dyna-Soar from the Cape, like in your story. I抎 have stuck to the regular flight schedule from Vandenberg and found a regular old spysat launch that coincided with the predicted Energia liftoff. If I抎 checked the schedule, I could have preempted a White Cloud ocean surveillance launch by the Navy, maybe PARCAE 9, and used their own Atlas H. Screw 慹m if they cried about it. That way, the launch would have full security, and the Soviets photographing Vandenberg from space would see only what they抎 expected to see, not something unexpected. The payload shroud for an Atlas H was big enough to hide a Mercury and Agena combination, if you stretched the shroud slightly. I might strap a bunch of solid-fuel boosters to the Atlas so it could get the altitude the Mercury would need, but I wouldn抰 change much else. The payload would be loaded onto the booster under the shroud, so the Russkies would never know until it was too late.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揙h, God,?whispered Daria. She fell back in her seat. 揙h, God, no.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揅ouldn抰 use a secret agent for the pilot, though,?Amy said. 揟empting, but you couldn抰 do it, even if you had a whole year to train after the NRO found out what was being assembled at the Krunichev Factory for shipment to Baikonur that next year. When I桰 mean, when the NRO saw the photos of the mockup moving out on its flatcar, everyone knew there wasn抰 time to train a newbie.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria抯 face was pasty white. She had to swallow twice before she could speak. 揥ho棓 She dropped her voice 摋who would you use? A shuttle astronaut??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy shook her head. 揟hey were too much in the public eye after Challenger was lost in ?6. Reporters were all over them. You抎 need someone with a very low public profile, a hot pilot but not well known. I抎 go for a test pilot from Edwards. I抎 have picked up three, so you抎 have backups in case one or two washed out. I imagine if it had been done, we might have wound up with one guy who washed out because he couldn抰 handle his liquor, one who got cancer and had to be hospitalized, and one guy from Pittsburgh, a quiet guy with deep brown eyes and a warm smile, about five-foot-nine so he抯 perfect for the cramped Mercury cockpit, a guy whose uncle was a Tuskegee bomber pilot in World War Two, and this guy would end up being your pilot. He . . . his name would be . . . Major Michael Graves. 慓raveyard?to his buddies, but 慚ikey?to his closest friends. He would do it.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揂unt Amy,?whispered Daria, 揑抦 really scared.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揘o need to be scared, Daria.?Amy took a sip of her ice water. 揈verything抯 okay. We抮e just talking about writing stories.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揇id I do something wrong??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揘ot at all, dear. You did something right. You got a story published, and it was wonderful.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揃ut . . . but you flew out to see
me right after the story came out. You came out right after you read it. Did I
do something wrong that棓
牋牋牋牋牋?揘o, Daria, you did fine. Everyone at work loved your story.?She stared into space. 揑t took us all back. I bought copies of the magazine for everyone. You抮e quite famous in lots of . . . strange places.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?There was a fragile silence.
牋牋牋牋牋?揧ou抮e not in any trouble 慶ause of me??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy hesitated before speaking. 揝ome people were a little surprised, but they checked into things, and everyone抯 satisfied now. We抮e all proud of you. Surprised, but very proud.?Amy gave Daria a smile. 揟rust me on that, okay??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria struggled to find her voice.
揥hat happened??she whispered.
牋牋牋牋牋?揃ack then, you mean? In my story??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria nodded.
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy looked around to make sure no
one was near them. She then looked down at her hands in her lap and played with
her fingers.
牋牋牋牋牋?揥hat happened? What happened. We did a bad thing, I think, not that it matters anymore. We had no authorization from the White House to proceed until the day of the flight, and I suspect the go-ahead didn抰 really come from the President. He hadn't a clue, I believe. Not his fault. We played it fast and loose.?She looked Daria right in the eyes, then. 揟his is still a story, and just a story, right? Just a little story??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria nodded stiffly. She looked
like she was about to faint.
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy nodded, too, and looked away
again. 揈verything came down on the morning of May fifteenth. I抎 been up since
the day before. Couldn抰 sleep, too much caffeine, too wired. We got word about
three a.m. that the Energia was being fueled, and we got Mikey into his blue
suit and into Peregrine Seven at five a.m., then loaded it on the Atlas
as fast as we could.?She smiled. 揌e named his spacecraft Peregrine because
it抯 the smallest of the hunting falcons, and all Mercury missions had the
number seven in their name. It was tradition. You gotta have tradition.?The
smile faded.
牋牋牋牋牋?揗ikey trained with Peregrine in the shuttle抯 Vertical Assembly Building at Vandenberg梐fter Challenger, no one was using it for anything much, and we had full security and free run of it. I was handling flight communications with Mikey, me just a novice ASAT analyst with a voice that Mikey liked, so they made me CAPCOM. Mikey was the calmest of us all, just sitting there in Peregrine inside the shroud, waiting for it to happen. He was solid. Then we got the go, and we lit the Atlas that morning and kicked him off the planet. I thought I would die, my nerves were so bad, but I kept it together. He抎 complete half an orbit, catch the Polyus, and come down in the southern Indian Ocean later, west of Australia.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揃ut,?said Daria, 揑 don抰 understand. The Polyus was unarmed. It was just a test spacecraft . . . a testbed with no . . .?Her voice failed her as her eyes grew impossibly large. 揙h, no.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy looked grim. 揋orbachev wasn抰
in control of everything. There was a group of Soviet generals in the air force
and strategic rocket forces who抎 worked closely with Andropov and Chernenko,
and they wanted to do the Strangelove thing and hit us first without warning.
Gorby didn抰 believe us until almost too late. The surprise attack would have
forced Gorby to order a full preemptive strike right after and get rid of us
before we killed them all. The generals had turned Polyus into an operational
weapons platform with four thermonuclear mines, maybe half a megaton each. We
never did learn what targets they had in mind, but it doesn抰 really matter,
does it??She shrugged.
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria stared, her mouth open in
horror.
牋牋牋牋牋?揝o, Mikey took Peregrine
into a low polar orbit, heading up over the Arctic, and then we got the bad
news. The Energia was put on a launch-pad hold. If it didn抰 get upstairs
A.S.A.P., the whole project would be a wash. Peregrine was a one-shot
only, no fallback. We抎 have to bring Mikey down, and when the Polyus really
went up, we抎 have to shoot it down with MHVs, ASAT missiles from F-15s,
assuming we could catch it before it launched its nukes. We had to take it out
as fast as we could, or we抎 have to launch a full spread in retaliation. SAC
had the bombers up on a surprise drill, ready to go. We were all just waiting
for the world to end. Mikey said we should keep him up for a couple of passes,
just in case, so we did. Peregrine was optically black and mostly radar
absorptive, like the Polyus, so we thought the Soviets wouldn抰 notice him.
We抎 also stuck a fake payload in the shroud with him, something that would
imitate a standard White Cloud array, cables and all, separate from Peregrine,
so the Russkies wouldn抰 know the launch was really for something else.
牋牋牋牋牋?揃ut it didn抰 work. The generals
must have picked him up when he went over the western Soviet Union on his first
orbit. For reasons we didn抰 understand then, they ended the hold and went on
with the countdown. The Energia would take off from Baikonur after an hour抯
delay. We gave Mikey a series of thruster firings to change his orbit, and he
got his attack window, an even better one than he would have had on the first
pass. He came over the North Pole on his second orbit and was dead on to fire
his Sidewinders while the Energia core was still climbing, rolling over so it
could drop off the weapons platform. Polyus would then fire its engines to
climb into its orbit and kill us.
牋牋牋牋牋?揟hen everything hit the fan.
Colorado Springs called and said they were seeing movement in a Cosmos
satellite, what the Soviets had claimed was a Molniya weather satellite in a
failed orbit. It had the profile of a sleeper ASAT, a hunter/killer with a
shotgun bomb. They were coming for Mikey. I told them to look for other
low-orbit satellites that would intercept Mikey抯 new orbit, and they found
another one, a research Cosmos, that was also moving out of orbit to get closer
to him for a popup kill. They had crap all over the place. We had to get Mikey
down right away.
牋牋牋牋牋?揗ikey stayed with it. He never lost
his cool. The generals went ahead with their launch. We didn抰 know then that
Gorby had the KGB and three units of special forces crashing their way into
Baikonur, trying to stop Energia from going up. They were a little late,
though, and Energia went up before the MiGs arrived to shoot it down. The
generals knew it was their last shot at winning the Cold War, do or die. They抎
do, and we抎 die.
牋牋牋牋牋?揗ikey waited until his attack window came up, then he let go of his Sidewinders in opposing pairs. The Energia dropped off the Polyus at about that moment梐nd the damn platform turned without starting its engines, just seconds after the Energia let go of it, and it painted him with radar and opened fire. We must have done a crappy job of making Peregrine radar invisible, damn worthless stealth paint. The Polyus抯 recoilless cannon was huge. Mikey took evasive action, but Polyus blew the engine bell and one of the fuel tanks off the Agena. It stopped firing then, so it could reorient itself and get into orbit. Mikey dropped the Agena and used the Mercury抯 thrusters to get stabilized, slow down, and reenter. About then, one, maybe two of his Sidewinders found the Polyus and blew the ever-loving daylights out of it while it was thrusting to get away from the fight. That抯 when it fell out of the sky, too, and our big birds spotted a huge fireball coming down into the South Pacific, where we picked up the pieces later by submarine. The fake Molniya came up five minutes later and took out the rest of the Agena, but Mikey was already coming home. Or so we hoped.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy took another sip of her ice water. 揑 wish I could write like you,?she said to Daria. 揑 can抰 write worth a darn. I would love to write a story like that.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揥ha梬ha梬hat happened to Mikey??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?The waiters arrived at that moment
with the lobster. Amy waited until they left before answering. She looked down
at the lobster before her. 揑抦 not as hungry as I thought I抎 be,?she said.
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria found it hard to speak. 揑s he dead, Aunt Amy??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揥e don抰 know,?Amy whispered. ?i>Peregrine came down intact, but it fell in the sea near Antarctica and we couldn抰 find anything when we finally got there. If it landed by parachute, like it was supposed to, Mikey could have gotten out and used his raft to get to an island or an ice floe . . . but we never found him. The spacecraft抯 beacons didn抰 turn on, I don抰 know why. We never found the capsule, either. We looked for a long time, praying for him every day, but we never found him.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy and Daria sat without speaking
for several long minutes. Amy took a deep breath. She seemed to have aged
greatly since they抎 entered the restaurant. 揥e didn抰 think about it at the
time . . . but . . . it was strange that his first name was Michael. In the
Book of Revelation, chapter twelve, verses seven through nine, it tells of how
the archangel Michael fights a war in heaven with Satan, and he and his angels
cast the Devil down to earth, and that was what Mikey did. We were his little
angels, his helpers, but he shot down the weapons platform himself and saved us
all. He saved millions of us, maybe billions, maybe all of us, because he did
what he did. He did his job real good.
牋牋牋牋牋?揂nd then,?Amy continued in a weary voice, 揳s the years passed, we realized he had done more than that. The Soviets had sunk a huge amount of money into the Energia and Polyus programs, too much money. They抎 drained all their other government projects, gave up butter for guns, hoping they could overcome our on-again-off-again SDI program. When Polyus was destroyed, that was the domino that knocked all the other dominoes down. The generals who had armed Polyus had special interviews with the KGB, which did not like the idea of anyone usurping the nuclear chain of command, and they all suffered fatal hunting accidents right afterward. The Energia program was cancelled the year after. The Warsaw Pact rose up in revolt the year after that, the Soviet economy collapsed, Gorby got caught in the coup, Yeltsin bailed him out, and the Evil Empire broke up and was gone, just like that. Totally gone. And棓 Amy suddenly put her hands over her face, trying to stop a sob 摋and Mikey did it.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria swallowed, watching as Amy got
control of herself.
牋牋牋牋牋?揝ome of the people I work with think Mikey really was Michael,?Amy whispered, 搕hat he was the archangel come to save us. I know he wasn抰, but sometimes it抯 hard not to think about it. He and Peregrine both disappeared. He didn抰 have any living family. He was just there when we needed him, our guardian angel in real life. Maybe he really was. He was such a wonderful man. He had such beautiful brown eyes, and he radiated such warmth. You felt so good when . . .?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?She couldn抰 speak. Daria reached
over and took Amy抯 nearest hand. They sat like that for a minute more.
牋牋牋牋牋?揑抦 okay,?said Amy at last. She blew her nose in her napkin. 揥e should eat.?/p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揟hat was a good story,?Daria whispered. 揗aybe you should be a writer.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy flashed a weak smile at her. 揟hanks, but no. I just like to make up stories when work is slow, you see. I guess it runs in the family. I liked your story better.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?They managed to eat their lobster
and even enjoyed it. They talked about college, about Daria抯 parents and her
sister, about Jane, about little things.
牋牋牋牋牋?They were outside on the sidewalk, walking to Amy抯 flame-red sports car, when Amy said, 揥ould you and Jane like to visit me at work sometime??o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?The question fell on Daria like a ten-ton weight. 揢h . . . sure, if it抯 okay.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揑抎 love to have you both out. Everyone at work is quite the fan of yours now. However, I抦 afraid I抎 have to ask that you not tell your mother about this, for certain reasons, if you wouldn抰 mind. And don抰 repeat the story, either, even if it抯 just a story.?/p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揝ure, no problem. I don抰 talk to Mom about everything that goes on in my life, anyway.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揟hat抯 how nature intended things should be between mothers and daughters,?Amy said. 揇o you think we can visit Jane today? I抎 love to see those paintings of hers. For professional reasons, of course.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?揙f course.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Amy unlocked her car, and they got in. 揂nd,?Amy went on, 揑 was going to ask the two of you about your career plans.?o:p>
牋牋牋牋牋?Daria turned in her seat to stare at
Amy. 揥hat??she said faintly.
牋牋牋牋牋?揥ell, you know, being a writer and an artist, those kinds of jobs are rewarding, but they don抰 pay much. It抯 possible that there are other careers out there, interesting things you could do with your time, and you could do a little writing and painting on the side. It might be worth looking into.?Amy looked at her favorite niece and grinned. 揟hink you抮e smart enough for . . . intelligence work??o:p>
Acknowledgements
II: Kara
Wild was the first person to suggest that Amy Barksdale was in the art
appraisal business, in her extensive fanfic series, the Driven Wild Universe.
My shameless theft of this idea is hereby noted. Also, the name of Melody
Powers?sister, Harmony, was borrowed from Galen Hardesty抯 own Daria/Melody
Powers stories, which also inspired a good bit of this one. Kara Wild抯
揂bruptly Amy?material sparked the note about Annie spin-offs, and Mike
Yamiolkoski抯 揋uardian?got me to thinking about its, um, subject matter. Thanks!
Original:
2/19/03
Espionage/technothriller
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